Second post

Assalamualaikum and good evening. Today I want to talk about "second chance". Well, for certain people, they maybe don't believe in 2nd chance. But some of them believe. And I'm someone who is believe in 2nd chance. I believe because everybody make mistakes. And do we need to punish them because of one mistake?

Maybe some of you said, "but,what if they did the same mistake again? I don't want to be hurt." For me, pain or hurt is part of nature. We need to feel it in order to be strong. But, don't be silly by trusting the one who hurt you over and over again. There is a quote saying,"1st time is really a mistake. Second? It's not a mistake. It's a choice."

And when it's come to love, you need to be careful. Second chance can be given. IF. Remember.. If they have learnt from mistake. Don't make a permanent decision for a temporary emotion. Sometimes, we need to leave them for awhile, even it's hurt for us to do. Why? So that, they will learn. Learnt to change.

I've break up with my boyfriend for 6 month before. Trust me. It's painful for me to do because I've been with him for 3 years. But I know, it's the best for me. Now, we are together. And to be honest, we are not like before. We love each other more now. Understand each other situations better. And whenever we have problem, we will talk about it rather than just keeping it.

So, do you understand what I'm trying to say right? Second chance doesn't come easily. You need to make them gain for it because second chance simply mean New. New trust. New relationship. It's like, starting all over again. And sometimes, second chance brings the best outcome.

Okay. That's all from me today. See u again in the next post. Tata~

First Post

Assalamualaikum and Good Evening. Sudah lama Ad tak post apa-apa sejak blog Ad yang terakhir dulu. Well, jika anda seorang yang mengenali diri Ad.. u know la what happened to me before. Emotion break down. Hahaha.. But now, everything dah okay. I still alive. Masih boleh berjalan. Study and ada impian yang baru. Maklumlah, dah matang sikit. Sebelum ni childish lagi. Hehe.. Okay. Now Ad nak story tentang perkembangan baru diri Ad. Erm.. Where I want to start my story?

Okay. Now I am currently study at Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah at Changlun. Taking 1st module. So far, Alhamdulillah. I still can catch up what our lecture taught us even it was really fast. Students at here, some are okay but some are not so friendly. Sometimes, when u smile at them, u need to expect two situations. The first one,they will smile to you back. The next one, you will feel like an idiot cause they will not smiling at you back. Hahaha. So sad.. But whocares? Our first aim when we came here is to learnt. Highlight, FIRST AIM. Others come next.

However, the facilities at here are okay. Comfortable. Trust me, when I first arrived at here.. I said, "katil ni nipis bapak arr. Tak leh tidur arr cmni. Senang la nk gi kelas." But after 3 month staying at here, my bed is my freaking bestfriend now. Allahu.. Trust me. When you want to study anything. Don't care what subject.. Chemistry, Biology, Physic or Mathematic.. please DO NOT study on the bed cause you will fall asleep. Especially during rainy day.. If you want to get 4 flat, please do not study at the bed.

The third thing are, learning at here give me new experience. Before this, I never stay away from my parent. I always expect that staying without my parent is much better cause you don't have to hear their babbling. But then, again, I was wrong. I miss their babbling. I miss my mom knocking my room door to wake me up in the morning. I miss my mom cook. I miss my dad took us to go somewhere. I miss eating with them. I miss my sister silly joke. I miss my friends. I miss all the little things. Now, like my bae said, "you change a lot." Yes! I change cause now I know, the little things that is important in my sweet imperfect life.

Okay. Till here only I can share with you all. Now, I need to study cause Ujian Pertengahan Semester  a.k.a UPS is just around the corner. I need to do some revision. Hope you all enjoy reading my short post. Love u all. Assalamualaikum and bye..